What if what we see is all we've got?

First post of April:
I had a great weekend in which I barely slept. Friday night I went to dinner with Chris at Paper Moon Diner to meet Caitrin and her friends, it was my first time there and it was really good. Then back to Chris's house for cake and shennagians. (& Allison says I shouldn't deprive myself of secret makeouts at parties, because of the one crazy, I will take that into consideration) It was great seeingCaitrin and we're gonna hang out again sometime soon I believe. So Friday night I stayed up until 6, I was going to spend the night at Chris's, but I forgot I had to get my hair done, so he took me to meet my mom at a gas station and then it was off to the hair salon. I fell asleep under the dryers and on the chairs and got yelled at as usual. Then I went home and I finally got to sleep for a few hours and then Danielle and I went to the Hawk Nelson concert at this church. It was pretty Jesus-y, but it was good. & we met the band afterwards and a few of the others who performed and they were all nice. And then after the concert, I went over to Chris's again and hung out with him, Sam, and Robby. Sam, Robby, and I stayed up until 7 talking, it was a pretty intense conversation.
Then I had work and I can't really remember what I did after that. I guess worked on my teen pregnancy paper, which is always exciting. It's due tomorrow and I still have a few ( a lot) things to do.
Oh and Thomas is almost all moved out and I'm sad about it, but he's only about 15 minutes away and I get a permanent parking space, not a visitor's one anymore. & now I can turn his room into a playroom for me and my friends and all the crazy things we get up to.
His birthday is on the 10th and mom's on the 11th I need to start shopping for them.

Ehhh, I hate wanting things I can't have. That's annoying. But it seems to happen more often than not. Sometimes these situations are up in the air and according to some the signs are obvious and I'm being ridiculous, but I just don't know. Rawrrr, oh I don't know.

Random and weird thing: all day it's felt like there's something in my throat, it's odd and I don't like that feeling.

Okay the end, I'm going to try ( I HAVE TO) do the rest of this work and continue listening to music and texting. I also need to put a shirt on.