I must eat so many lemons cos I'm so bitter.

It's been a long time since I've written in this. Hm how have things been you might ask?
Kind of shitty, but it's slowly getting better. I mean I still feel like I'm going through the motions and everything's so routine, but what can you do about that? At least I don't feel as unmotivated and stressed as I did, so that's a good thing. I feel like I'm slowly accomplishing things that I need to get done and that's a great feeling, although there's still stuff I'm worried about as always. The boy situation is it's usual crap and you know what I think the problem is? They're not British. That's the problem. I'm chalking it up to the fact that men are stupid, but american men are worse. Stupider if you will. (because my life has been predictable yet again and I heard the most overused phrase in my existence- I just want to be friends. It's a vicious cycle. or something. after thinking and hoping that maybe this time it would be different.) But hey, I suck it up and move on, since I'm so used to it and all. Still hurts each time though.
Thanksgiving break is coming up this week and that means I get to see Stella which I'm quite excited about because I always have such a fun time with her and I miss her. Hm what else, practiced 3 point turns with my father today and I did a great job according to him, hopefully I'll have my license before jan 28th (the start of spring semester) I don't want to have to rely on anybody else anymore, that'll be nice.
Soo yeah, that's about it, I don't have class today so I'll just be working on my women's studies paper and then going to work. It sure is an exciting life I lead.