RAWR

36 days until I go home!
So many people aren't coming back to the school next semester
&for good reason.
I can't wait. I wish it was just decemeber already.
That boy called me by the way, we talked about a few things.
I'm not sure where anything stands though.
Ahhh I can't wait to get out of here.

Home is a feeling I buried in you

So guys I've decided that when I go back home for winter break I'm going to stay and go to school on the east coast. I'm getting more & more excited about going home, I think it's the best decision for me, because if I'm not happy here why waste time and money when I can go home and be happy you know?People here may want me to stay, but I can't stay for them I have to do this for myself and I'm super glad I got to experience something new and I've learned so much & I'm coming out of it with new skills which is more than I could've asked for. & it's not like I won't take classes online. (maybe it's expensive) so I'll just go to school and work and do all of the things that I miss. I can't wait. This city just isn't for me.

& if you're interested check out the first music video I've ever made!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=22OXoPGzKB0

it's to the song don't let them see you cry :)
the video starts at 1:30 ( I had to do bars&tones,slate&slug as a requirement)
My editing professor loved my video, she said it had a beautiful pace and that my personality showed through :)

Enjoy!

Collage because I miss you

Holy shitballs.

Hey everyone, so it's been a month since I've landed in San Fran and things are in full swing.

School is SO stressful, I have tons upon tons of work to do and barely any downtime.

The girls in my dorm are great (except for one stupid bitch) I've made a lot of friends so far, but I really miss home. And by home I mean my friends and family. 

I also met a boy a week before I left. Ain't that about a bitch? Yeah it is.

I'm probably going to take some online classes when I come home for summer to further this whole process along, school's too expensive to be fucking around. & I really only want to go here for like 2 years, but that maybe impossible. If so I'll just stay in Maryland and take classes online, because as much as I like San Fran, there are things to be attended to on the east coast.

Also I've been without my computer for like a month, I really hope it comes today like it said, but knowing my luck, it won't. Here's hoping all. Once I get it back I'll probably update this more, ehh if I have time that is. 

&this hot Persian boy that looks like Johnny Depp keeps telling me to call him, but I can't because I have so much work. Oh life.

I hope everyone's well! Maybe I will be once I get everything for today figured out. 

x

9, almost 8

Hello again. It's been sometime since I've seen you.
I've been quite busy this summer what with going to beaches and parties and trying to get seeing everyone in before I jet off to California from Maryland.
I'll miss the warm nights because I heard there aren't many in San Fran.
As my title says, I leave in 9, almost 8 days. I'm feeling a mix of emotions. Excitement, fear, sadness, nervousness, and quite surreal. It still doesn't seem like I'm going.
Ma & I did go to the airport tonight to inquire about a few things. My brother is coming with me to help me move in. & my father will be coming to California from Arizona to see us. I'm not excited. I haven't seen him in awhile and I like to keep it that way. Anyhow here are some places you can reach me:

www.youtube.com/user/ohthehorror5
http://dailybooth.com/letsskiptown

Make it happen.

VLOG?!

Ok so Ellie told me that I should vlog because I'd be good at it, so I'm giving it a shot!
You can check out my shennagians here:

http://www.youtube.com/user/ohthehorror5

Yum.
I pulled an all-nighter last night and cuddles and a 2 person shower was involved.
It was a good night. And a big piece of chocolate cake&brawl beforehand.

<3

Cleaning up.

I'm taking out the trash so to speak and deleting some numbers from my phone and getting rid of the waste that I don't need to have around. It just brings unneccessary negative energy into my life and I don't need that. I'm so excited to leave Maryland in a few months and go to San Francisco, I start completely fresh and I won't run into someone I know everywhere I turn. It'll be more than nice to see new faces. It's kind of shocking to think that I'm acutally going, but I can't wait. The time is now.