Things have been in and out lately, trying to squash fights over boys (because that's middle school), trying to figure out my other boy situation and the weirdness that's going on with all that, and just other random friend business. & I'm missing my other friends that are away at school and such, because I just need a different element in my life right now and I know that they would help.
On the upside of things, I got a new phone and we got a new fridge because our other one just went and broke.
I would write more, but I'm pretty tired. Sometime soon maybe I'll actually write about something real instead of the silly things that just pester me.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Alright.
I'm putting off working on my english essay that's already a bit late anyways, but I'll get it done before I go to sleep. So it seems that things are looking up.
I'm going on a date saturday, which is very shocking to me, but exciting all the same.
I've decided to leave behind the upset of another situation and just move on, because I don't need or want to be upset anymore. I'll leave a window cracked in the back of my mind for it, because that's all it deserves.
Anyways so I've been wondering why can't people just be honest with each other about the way that they feel? That would make things a lot less confusing I feel. But hey not everyone can do that.
Back to work.
xxx
I'm going on a date saturday, which is very shocking to me, but exciting all the same.
I've decided to leave behind the upset of another situation and just move on, because I don't need or want to be upset anymore. I'll leave a window cracked in the back of my mind for it, because that's all it deserves.
Anyways so I've been wondering why can't people just be honest with each other about the way that they feel? That would make things a lot less confusing I feel. But hey not everyone can do that.
Back to work.
xxx
Friday, October 5, 2007
lonely october song
1:28am
It's been quite awhile, September went by really quickly.
Not sure if that's a good or bad thing.
But right now there's drama going on and I'm trying to be the bigger person and I feel like there's no need for me to recieve any hateful emotions.
I mean I've been through stuff too and I'm trying to move past it to become the better person that I am now. It took some time to try and be this pleasant and people seem to think that I can only be happy, which is the stupidest thing ever. I'm a human too and I feel other things. And I shouldn't have to hide my feelings.
I just want to be surrounded by postitive people with good vibes you know?
Because there are other things that I'm worrying about and this doesn't need to be one of them.
Good things: getting paid today (I didn't know today was a pay day), hanging out at centennial park tomorrow (today), hotel party this coming weekend, and not having to do crocs and life is good today at work.
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
That's how I feel^ enough is enough. Isn't it time I got something back?
I need to go to sleep soon because I have to be up very early for a hair appointment.
Man I have so much I need to do. I'm worried.
It's been quite awhile, September went by really quickly.
Not sure if that's a good or bad thing.
But right now there's drama going on and I'm trying to be the bigger person and I feel like there's no need for me to recieve any hateful emotions.
I mean I've been through stuff too and I'm trying to move past it to become the better person that I am now. It took some time to try and be this pleasant and people seem to think that I can only be happy, which is the stupidest thing ever. I'm a human too and I feel other things. And I shouldn't have to hide my feelings.
I just want to be surrounded by postitive people with good vibes you know?
Because there are other things that I'm worrying about and this doesn't need to be one of them.
Good things: getting paid today (I didn't know today was a pay day), hanging out at centennial park tomorrow (today), hotel party this coming weekend, and not having to do crocs and life is good today at work.
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
That's how I feel^ enough is enough. Isn't it time I got something back?
I need to go to sleep soon because I have to be up very early for a hair appointment.
Man I have so much I need to do. I'm worried.
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