Oh My Word.

I'm gonna start this out with saying I'm always the catalyst.
That means that whenever I'm with friends who are interested in each other, or dating, most times they end up making out or doing something while I'm there.
I'm used to this so I hone my skill of trying to block it out, I mean I really don't mind it, but it's just funny that it always seems to happen with me. Oh and to some extent catalyst isn't the right word, but I'm the reason that nothing goes further between the people who are making out etc. etc.
& Jilly-bean I value close relationships as well and it's unfair when people don't feel the same way.
Oh and I've decided that if I were to write a book it would be called "I'd Totally Date You...If I Wasn't Gay"
Story of my life.
Anyways so Jordan and I are talking about his tv show ideas and his idea was sort of like what people he's met recently were doing before they came into contact with each other. And I
actually think about that too and how their lives would be different or my life would be different if we hadn't met.
I'm basically done, but it's so strange that this is my last weekend of summer, I'm not ready for it to be over.
xxx