Sunday, May 11, 2008

Sugar is bad for me.

Before I go back to watching my DVDs, I wanted to write. I always get mad at myself when I don't write in my (paper) journal for a couple of days, I feel like I'm wasting my days or something. I haven't anything really important to say, just that my birthday's in a week and I don't know what I want to do and for some strange reason I feel like certain people don't want to talk to me as much anymore and I don't know if that's true or just a silly assumption I'm making but either way I don't like it, of course.
Also I wonder why it is that when a guy is interested in one of my coworkers, I'm always the one they go to to give her their number. This has happened twice, not like that's a lot, but I just find it strange, I guess I'm the non-threatening type or something. It's annoying.
Bleh.
Summer's almost here and I'm more than ready, I don't know something needs to change.

A part of me is so unhappy. & I really wish I could fix it.

"I'm ready now to start a new beginning
With all our hopes and all our dreams
And I know the stars will shine for you and for meFrom the moment you believe."

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