you don't do on it on purpose, but you make me shake.
8:43pm
First off I've just been thinking about all of the stuff that I have to do and that's really annoying.
I've just been so busy and I don't want to think about the silly things that I need to get done.
Crush business
On one hand, I see something I want & I'm gonna get it and if I just stick to my guns and continue to be awesome (which he's noticed) then I should come out on top.
But on the other hand this is a person we're talking about and I'm unsure of feelings.
Good thing I have my friends to help me out because in a normal situation I would wait for awhile and then up and tell the person that I like them, because I'm a strong gal and I don't see anything wrong with that, but everytime I've done that it's just put people off.
& I hate hate hate how when you tell a boy that they're cute, they'll be like UMMM SORRY I CAN'T BE FRIENDS WITH YOU...you might try to do something... (it's not always that extreme, but they'll act weird around you)
What's so wrong with telling someone you appreciate their looks?! It's stupid when people react that way. (Oh and I know he's different because I did tell him that he's cute and he said thanks, I slipped it in pretty well& he also notices little things about me, like jewlery that I wear. Boys NEVER notice those things.)
&& This gives me an inkling of hope because sometimes these are right:
& the tarot lady that I saw in late july said something about a relationship with in 2-3 months, it's been a month now. I wrote everything she said down to see if anything came true.
I'm not jumping the gun at all, just trying to add everything together.
And to deviate from that for a second, we're buying our halloween wigs this weekend, I'm pretty excited. My costume is called Sexy Pirate Wench by the way. Hopefully we find something cool to do on Halloween, because then it would be a bit of waste. I'm sure we will though, what with all of our new friends. Ok so I'm done. I need to go take a shower.
xxx
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